Why now?
Leave it to a guy to destroy every fiber of your being. When someone says that they give up on you just because you don’t put out, what kind of logic is that? Do you realize that words do hurt and the fact is my confidence and self-esteem were so high and now, they’re both so low.
I feel…honestly I feel nothing. My brain knew that this caused pain and it went into panic mode and shut down all senses. I’m left with nothing at the moment and nothing to offer anyone.
I know how emo that sounds but it’s the truth. That was honestly the last straw. I’m not capable of holding any form of relationship with the opposite sex. I can’t take it and I know my heart won’t be able to handle it anymore. There’s only so much hurt and pain it can take and right now it’s a whole new wave of torture linking and blending in with the past making me question everything and all of my past decisions.
Where do I go from here?
Doing a presentation:
Hoping the teacher won’t call on me:
But she does and i’m like:
But you have to go up anyways:
And when you’re done:












